Sunday, July 12, 2009

Wish #4: To stop being PARANOID--PRANING

Not to be praning anymore----- a wish that would definitely come true. I hurt a lot of people everytime I get praning. Especially YOU. You know who you are. Actually, this post is dedicated to you. I'm wishing it now. I don't want to be praning anymore. I'm getting tired of it. I feel so useless. I know I'm selfish, I think too much, I'm annoying. YOU always say that to me. I'm always like this ever since. And now, I want to change it. I'm not getting better at this. I tried to adjust and control my feelings, but I'm having hard time everytime I do it. Sorry if I cant give you time everytime we fight. Sorry if I always want things to happen according to what I want. I never listened to you. I'm always one-sided. I only believe what I want. I know, I'm always over-reacting. I'm sorry. :(

And now, as I turn eighteen in a couple of days, I want to change myself. I want to be more mature and responsible in every aspect of my life. This time, I would do it in the right way. It's not gonna be that easy but I'll take it one step a time. I'm doing this for myself. Thank you for making me realize my weaknesses. I have lots of it and I'm starting to figure it out. So there, I would really make this wish come true. :)

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