Saturday, June 27, 2009

Wish #2: A Chanel 2.55

It's the best bag in the world!!!!!!! =))

I put it on my second wish because its my dream bag! I never had any designer bags because my parents won't buy me one. I know that its also not a neccessity to have one. :P The only time that I will probably buy designer bags like Louis Vuitton, Gucci, Chanel, Prada, etc. is when I'm working already. I also need to save a lot of money before I have this one. And buying designer bags is not my first priority once I get my first paycheck. :P

I'm pretty sure that I won't get this on my birthday. I'm not saying nor expecting that someone would buy me this. I just really want to include this on my wishlist. Unless, that person really loves me so much!!!! =)) This bag comes in different colors. But I prefer the black and silver. I'm not sure if there's a pink version of this. But if there is, I'll probably want it too. What adores me most in this bag is the chain. I find it really lovely.

I dont think there's a fake version of this bag. I haven't seen one yet. But if ever I see one, I wont buy it. Hahaha. This bag is really precious for me =)) So if ever I'm gonna have this in the future, I would grab the original one! :P

I lived it full and I lived it well, there's many tales I've lived to tell. I'm ready now, I'm ready now, I'm ready now to fly from the highest wing

My brother, sister and I went to the Philippine Navy Golf Club yesterday to finalize the food for my debut. My sister told me that the food is the least thing for me to worry about. I didn't have food tasting so I'm worried what the food tastes like. So we just had our merienda there and the food tastes good. I also had a nice view of the golf course. We planned to have a shoot there on the day of my debut once I arrived in the venue.

We also checked the Alano Hall, where the party is going to be held. It looks so plain when I saw it and I started to imagine what would it look like on the day of my debut. I just really want to make the place fabulous! I only need to count 6 saturdays before the day that I've been waiting for. I still can't believe that this is actually happening. I told myself before that instead of having a debut I'll just go out of the country. But change of plans, I realized that a debut only happens once in a lifetime. So I've decided to have it and I won't regret that whatever decisions I make about it. :D If my sister had it during her time, then I'm going to have it too :P It's a dream come true. :)

Friday, June 26, 2009

You know its thriller, thriller night

I finally got the actual copy of my invitation today! :) I don't know yet if I could start giving it out to my friends by next week because I still need to check it if there are some revisions. :) I really liked my invitation! =) I didn't conceptualize on it that much. I find it traditional but presented in an elegant way. :) I liked the combinations of colors that we used. It pretty much described mypersonality. =)

Moving On...

A bad news shocked the whole world today. Michael Jackson, the King of Pop, died at the age of 50 due to cardiac arrest. I was never a fan of Michael Jackson, but I'm affected of his death. As I was preparing yesterday morning for school, I'm watching Umagang kay Ganda and the news is about him. The news said that MJ had a cardiac arrest at his home in California. I thought everything will be okay. I didn't paid much attention to it. When my sister and I are in the car already going to school, I tuned in the radio to Wave 89.1. They are giving Michael Jackson a tribute because he died already. I was really surprised when I heard this. I knew that this would be a shocking news to everyone. When I got into class, most of my classmates were talking about his death. When I got home, I watched CNN the whole afternoon because the news is about the death of MJ. I don't know why I suddenly became interested about his life. Like what I said, I never liked him as a singer. I find him weird because his skin color is so white. And it really really freaks me out. : I know his great and he has millions of fans all over the world. His song that I only know is Thriller. After I watched every news about him, I discovered a lot about his life. Even before I sleep last night, i'm still thinking about him. I know i'm affected. I'm sad. The whole world is sad. I just can't explain what I feel now.

Goodbye and Rest in Peace, Michael Jackson =) You will always be remembered.

Wish #1 : A Mac Book =)

Image from www.college.library.wisc.edu/.../MacBook.jpg
Yeah, I know its too much to ask for. =))

Mac Book is #1 in my wishlist for my birthday. Being materialistic is not good, but I really want this. The reason? I really don't know, I just like it. I find it really cool. =)

If I were to choose to have this instead of debut, I might really think hard about it. Hahaha. I have my own laptop, but I'm getting pissed on it every now and then. I don't want to force my parents to buy me this one because I already know what they would say. :P Mac book is different compared to other laptops. Its confusing but I know I can learn it. Oh well, I wish I could really save a lot of money so I could buy this on my own. Gaah, it'll take years before it happens. :P If a Genie would appear on my bed tonight and ask me for 3 wishes, this one would definitely be on the list. =))

Everytime I go inside a PowerMac store, I would always canvass the price of a MacBook. It really costs a lot of money. One MacBook could already pay my tuition fee for one term :)) Now I'm imagining that on the day of my birthday, I would open a box of gift and a Mac Book is inside! Hey, I think I would be the luckiest celebrant on that day! =))

Wish, take me by the hand and Wish

It's exactly 47 days before I turn eighteen. But I haven't thought yet of my 18 wishes for my birthday. It has been a tradition for me to make wishes everytime I turn a year older. Almost all of my wishes last year came true. Actually, I didn't expect some of them to happen. I know that life has given me so much =) Material things, personal wishes, happiness, good health, and achievement,I know I got all of them =)

I know its too much to ask for more to my parents. I already be having my dream debut. They've worked so hard just to give me this wonderful gift. I have everything a girl would ever ask for. Maybe I'm just really blessed to have a parents like them. Yeah, I know that we may have issues from time to time. But at the end of the day, I know I still got their back and I will always love them no matter what happens.

Anyway, like what I said, as part of my tradition, I would already start making my 18 wishes. This is actually the first time that I would blog it to share it with other people. I don't know if all of these wishes will come true. But who knows, in God's will, I would get all of them =)

Just check out my next post to know what's my Wish #1 =))

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Today is where your book begins :)

First of all, I want to greet all the father's in the whole world today, a very happy father's Day! =) This is really their day and not last week. :P I got too excited so I greeted my dad in advance :) I hope they enjoyed their day with their loved ones :) We just had a simple lunch at home today and we went to church together :)

My dad finally saw all my preparations for my debut. He checked the draft of my invitations, my gown, and the map for the venue. He was shocked that we're almost done with the preparations and the only thing we need to finalize is the venue and the food. I think we're going there next week to finalize everything. I already emailed my brother the edited list of my guest list and my 18 roses,candles, and treasures. He needs to send it to Wink by tomorrow so they can send us again the second draft at the end of this week. Hopefully, I'll be starting to give out my invitations on the first week of July :)

I told my dad that I want him to give a speech on my debut. I want him to tell all my guests that I'm his favorite daughter because he always say it everytime :) Hahaha. I know that it would be really funny when gives out his speech. I remember when he gave his speech to my sister during her 18th birthday... " I'm not making a wish, but a command" hahaha its super laughtrip. I just want to watch video all over again :) Some people may think that my dad is really serious because he's a soldier. But I can say that he could be really kwela sometimes =)

I might go back again at Drezee on tuesday. I want to change the color of my dress. I'm really not sure if picked the right color yesterday. But for sure, I want it to be in shade of violet. I'm just not sure if the lighter or darker shade will suit the color of my skin. My brother and sister tol me that it would be nicer if I wear a dark color. Wah. I really don't know yet. Hopefully, I could finalize it by tuesday :)

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Third Stop: Drezee Boutique

Finally our last stop! :) We started from Manila, then QC, and lastly, Makati :D We went to Drezee Boutique for my party dress on my debut. Drezee Boutique is the one who supplies dresses in Cinderella and other stores. The original plan is that I would just buy my party dress. But I really can't find a nice dress plus the prices are out of budget so we've decided that we would just consult the designer in Drezee to make a dress for me. We tried to consult Veejay first but his price is really high. Drezee is one of my options to make my debut gown before when I still want a ball gown. I've consulted with their designer before. The price he offered is cheap, but I didn't like his design. But when I opted for a long gown instead of a ball gown, I didn't consult them again and I just chose Veejay to make it.

When I went back there, the owner, Cherry Cariaga still remembered us. She asked us why we didn't push through with the ball gown. I told her that I would just wear a long gown because its more practical. I didn't just tell her whose making it. She told me that I should've let her know so she can have another design for me plus we can still negotiate with the price. But anyway, I would be needing their services for my party dress. We already saw a design and we just showed it to the designer. He sketched it for us. I liked the design so we've decided to go for it. I had my measurements taken already because I really don't think that I could still manage to lose weight =)) I had a hard time in choosing the color that I want. They suggested the color yellow but its really out of the color theme. The color of my long gown is fuchsia pink so I chose the color lilac for my party dress. I'll have my first fitting on July 11. I'll also be going back to Veejay on that day for him to get my measurements for my long gown :) Gaaaah! This is really is it :D

Second Stop: Dapitan Arcade

It was my first time to tour around Manila and I was so amazed with all the places that I saw including schools like UST and FEU because I haven't been there yet. =) Yeah I know, I'm such a loser. :P I didn't notice that we already crossed the boundary of Manila and Quezon City. I'm really not familiar with QC. If you would leave me there, I assure you that I won't be able to go home unless someone would give me a ride until MRT :P Anyway, after Dangwa, we went to Dapitan Arcade. I thought Dapitan is a vacation place. I didn't know that there is this another Dapitan place in the boundary of Manila and QC.

Dapitan Arcade is like Divisoria, minus the clothes. Its more of home furnitures. The prices are cheap and less people are going there. We went there to buy votive candles that we would be using for the tables. Luckily, we were able to find some cheap ones. :)

First Stop: Dangwa

My brother, sister and I went back to Dangwa to finalize my flower arrangment. It feels good to be walking again around Dangwa. The flowers there just amazed me so much. I remember that last time we were there,we got caught by a cop. =))

I already know where we would be getting my flowers. Because the first time we went there, we already canvassed the prices. We went back to this flower shop and its so funny because the guy that we talked to still remembered the prices that he gave us for the flowers that we will order. The prices are so cheap and he still gave us a big discount for all the flowers! :) So there we finalized the flowers that we will be using for the tables and we ordered another set of flowers for the stage, my 18 roses, and my boquet. :D

The guy also toured us around Dangwa to show us where he would be getting the flowers and so we could also choose the color that we like. Basically, the color of all the flowers comes in shades of pink except for the flowers in the tables :) We would be using 4 different kinds of flowers and these are my favorites ones! :D

Friday, June 19, 2009

If I just breathe, let it fill the space in between...I'll know everything is alright

I'm already starting to invite my friends for my debut. I'm happy that I'm getting good responses from them. I really hope that all of them could make it :) I really appreciate their concerns for helping with my preparations. I was really touched. :) It seems that all of them are very excited for me. :)

I'm starting to wonder what life has to offer me as I turn eighteen. I know for sure that a lot of things will change and I'm preparing myself for that. Its another chapter in my life. :) Like what I always say, things has not been easy for the past few months. Luckily, I was able to surpassed it all. I hope to changed everything that happened to me on my 18th birthday. I realized that its time to let go of some things in my life. One thing I learned from the past, I chose to remain true to myself. I'm the only one who knows what I truly feel. =)

I'm taking it one day at time. I know that its not gonna be that easy but I have faith in myself and the people around me. Sorry if some people might not understand what I mean. I just can't say it all here. :) But I'm very happy and blessed right now... things are supposed to be this way =)

Its not the same as yesterday...

Yesterday was a different story... I know that things do happen for a reason. I tried to weigh those reasons but it seems that I just can't figure it out.

I had a good day today. I spent the whole afternoon with Raizza and Raych. We chilled at Starbucks. We spent an hour there to talk about how crazy I was when it comes to certain things. Hahaha. It feels good to update to other people whats happening in my life. :) We went to Harisson Plaza after to check out the Ukayukay there. My friends told me that there are lots of good stuffs there. I was so amazed because the prices are so cheap and all the clothes are still in good condition. I only had a hard time checking every rack to pick the clothes that will suit me :P I bought 2 clothes and it only cost me 240 pesos. :) I'm planning to go there every week to check their new arrivals. =)

I'm trying to fight with this. But I'm glad that the two of them made me happy today! :) I'm excited for tomorrow because we're going back to Dangwa to finalize the flower arrangement for my debut =) Yay!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Coz its too late..there's no escape...might as well face it :)

I really don't like it when people put too much pressure on me. Come on, I have other priorities other than my debut. I'm not saying that I don't give a damn care about my celebration. Its just that, some people should learn to understand me and take into consideration that I also need to focus on my studies. I'm not mad, I'm just really pissed. You always remind me everynight about the things that I need to do. I want you to know that its already stucked in my head and you don't need to repeat it. Please don't put too much pressure on me. I know my part here and I'm doing it whenever I have free time. Don't think that I'm not exerting any effort at all. I'm not in a hurry to finish all the preparations. This week has been very busy for me. I promise myself that I will accomplih everything by weekend. Just give me time, and I'll give you what you want. I think that you're more excited than me. Chill dude. Relax =) I'm very happy today and please don't ruin it. :)

Being PARANOID is my hatest feeling. Yeah, i get to hurt a lot of people everytime I get paranoid. I think too much. As much as I try to fight with it, I really can't help myself. Oh please help me GOD. :(

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Life is a maze and love is a riddle

I finally got the first draft of my invitation today! :) My brother was so excited to show it to me! I got excited too when he's already opening his email. And when I finally saw it.... BOOM! This is really it! It was pretty cool. I liked the layout and the combination of colors. =) I got more excited to give it to my guests. But unfortunately, i can't do it yet because its just a draft and I need to edit a lot of things. I'm removing some from my 18 candles and roses because they told me that they can't make it :( I got sad at first but I understand their reasons. I need to finalize it by the end of this week. There's lot of things to do in school but I really need to practice my time management to maximize all the things that I need to accomplished. :)

My college friends and I had lunch toay and we've decided that they're going to have a production number on my debut! Yehey! I know that this is going to be fun. I told my parents about it and they're also excited. My friend would also be bringing his band to perform. I heard good reviews from my friends about their performance so I guess they will surely make my night fantabulous! :) It's exactly 60 days before my debut and I'm really really excited! =)

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Take me as I am :)

June 14, 2009

I thought that it was Father's day today... The first thing I did today is to greet my Dad. Hahaha! He was surprise when I told him "Happy Father's Day Papa!".Then my sister told me that today is not Father's Day. I was shocked to know this because from what I know, Father's Day always fall the day after my Dad's birthday. :)) So my dad just laughed at me and told me I was too excited to greet him :P

Today is actually a good day. :) My brother, sister, and I went again to another Bridal Expo at the World Trade Center. My debut party is getting more exciting. Expect a lot of suprises on that night. So my guests should better come and see it :) Almost everything is already finalized :) I can't say what really happened today because its really a big secret. Only the three of us knows about it :) We really want my guests to be surprise!

I'm looking forward for my 3 pre-debut shoots by July :) I'm excited for Veejay to get my measurements! I'm excited to make my AVP. I'm really really excited for August 15, 2009 :)

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

He turns 60 :)

A TRIBUTE TO MY PAPA =)
You're the best Dad for me! You never failed to show us how you love us so much. Thank you for everything you've done for us, especially for me. Thank you for all the sacrifices. Thank you for being a great Mother and Father at the same time to us. I'm sorry for all the times that I hurt you. Even though I'm not really vocal in showing how special you are to me, I want you to know that you're one of the most important thing in my life. I know I really don't say this in front of you, but I want you to know that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. And I'll always be your bunso and favorite daughter :) I love you Papa, Happy Birthday! :)




Happy 60th Birthday Papa! =)


He celebrated it yesterday, June 13 which is his actual birthday :) Hello Senior Citizen! Hehehe :) We gave him a big birthday party at our house :) It feels like he's having a debut again :) We invited our relatives and his close friends to celebrate with us :) I can see that Papa is very happy with the outcome of the party :) He really had fun! The food is really great because I got tired of eating :) Its also the time that I got to bond with my tita's and tito's and with my pamangkins. I hope that everyone enjoyed the party. I really like when there's lot of people in our house. I don't know why, but I'm just happy everytime it happens. :P





Tuesday, June 9, 2009

What should I be doing?

I'm bored again. I have nothing to do. I'm not sick anymore but they still won't allow me to go out of the house. I'm supposed to have lunch with my friends today at Grennbelt but I cancelled it. :( Definitely, I would miss the fun. Arrgh :(

What should I be doing now? I'll create a list of the things that I should accomplish in the remaining days of my vacation. My classes starts again in 3 days! Yay, I'm so excited! :)

1. Buy the book Future Shock by Alvin Toffler. Its for my Commtech class. My prof told me that its not an easy reading, but I'll give it a shot. :) I might also check my other choice of book at the school library next week. I better start reading now because the deadline of our book report is on our 6th meeting.

2. Prepare for my Dad's party on Saturday. :) Its his 60th birthday so we're throwing a birthday bash for him :) He really deserves it! :) I'm pretty excited for it. I'll buy him a cake. Its already my contribution for the party. Maybe he should also make a blog like this. Hahaha. Confessions of a Senior Citizen. *kidding* :P

3. Finalize our presentation for PUBLIRE class. :) I'm done with the interview.So my groupmates and I just have to meet again to plan for our presentation :)

4. Clean my room! I really want to do this for a long time now. But I'm really lazy :(

5. Fix my debut :) I'm done with guest list but there are a lot things that I still need to do. We're attending a bridal fair on Sunday for my souvenir and dessert bar. Yay!:)

That's all for now... I really hope I could accomplish all of this! goodluck to me! :)

Monday, June 8, 2009

Recall... Day 3 of Self Quarantine :)

My feeling is better than yesterday :) I felt that I was stronger compared to the past few days. I can eat well now and I'm more relaxed. I spent the whole day in our house. I just surfed the net, watched tv, eat, and sleep. These are the things that I've been doing whenever I'm home. As much as I want to go outside, my parents won't allow me because I might spread the virus. They're very paranoid like me. I know for sure that I don't have A(h1n1). We're supposed to consult a doctor today but I've decided not to go because I'm feeling better. :) But still, I didn't go with them at the mall and I wasn't able to attend mass. :(

I'm excited to have school again. But I still need to wait for one more week. I miss my friends. I miss everyone. :(

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Recall... Day 2 of Self Quarantine :)


I'm feeling better, though i still have fever and cough. I ate my breakfast in my room because I don't have the strength to stand and walk. I'm lucky to have a Lola who always takes care of me everytime I get sick. She never failed to check me every hour and remind me when its time to drink my medicine. She's already old but I think she's stronger than me this time. :) My sister didn't go to work today because she needs to fix some papers. I thought I would be able to come with her because we already planned that we're going to have a sister bonding when she gets back. Its very wrong timing that I got sick. So I just I bonded again with my bed the whole day. I just quickly checked my email in the afternoon to get some updates.

I don't know what will happen to us next week. I'm pretty sure that there would be a lot of catching up. Its very hard for my school because we're following a trimestral system. 1 week of not having classes is a big thing for us. I'm really worried about my major subjects because I only meet some of them once a week. So we're very very late. I think I would be attending a lot of make-up classes this time. I really need to work extra hard. :) I have a goal this term. Its my last school year in DLSU, so i better make the most out of it. There's no room for any mistakes now, all I have to do is strive for the best. :)

Saturday, June 6, 2009

My 18th

I'm proud to say that I'm finally done with my guest list! :) I already have the list of my 18 candles, treasures, cheers, and roses. :) Last night, I've decided that I will have my 18 roses. I thought I wouldn't be able to complete the list, but I did, with the help of some friends. It was very surprising to know that I actually have a lot of guy friends. Hehehe. I'm really hoping that all those people who are invited will come. I find it hard to choose from my friends on who's going to be part of my 18 treasures, candles, and cheers. I don't know why, but I really had a hard time doing it. It took me 2 days to finalize it.
My brother and sister will meet the stylist for the event tomorrow. I'm supposed to come with them but I changed my mind. So far, we're still on track for my debut. Like what I always say, each day is getting more exciting. :) I can't wait! :D

Friday, June 5, 2009

Recall :)

I'd like to share with you what happened to me for the past 3 days when I had my self-quarantine in our house. :P When I heard the news Wednesday afternoon, I thought it was just a joke. I got a txt message from my friend telling me that there's already a confirmed A(h1n1) case in our school. She said that there will be a campuse closure from June 04-June 15. Classes will resume on June 15. I was already on my way home when I got the news. I wanted to go back to school to really confirm it, but I can't because of the heavy rains and I might just get stuck on traffic on my way back. Then I watched the GMA News Flash Report while I was on the bus... right there and then I panicked. I didn't expect it to happen. When I got home, I'm not feeling well already and my cough got worst. I slept early that night hoping that I would be okay the next day. I'm really scared that I might get the virus. :(

Day 1 of my self-quarantine

The school advised all the students to have self-quarantine in their respective houses. My parents didn't allow me to go out of the house. When I woke up, I'm still not feeling well. I already have a fever. I'm really feeling weak. So I just bonded with my bed the whole day. All the people in our house suspected that I might have the virus. They're all very scared. I got paranoid too because I thought I already have h1n1. I really don't know what to do. My dad always calls me to check how i'm feeling. My brother bought me cup noodles and juices. My friends txted me to get well soon. I'm very thankful to all those people who showed their concern. You know who you are. :) At that moment, I know that I need to get my strength back.

I slept early that night. I got a txt message from my sister asking me how I'm feeling. She's arriving that night from her trip to Macau. As much as I want to fetch her at the airport, I can't because of my condition. So my brother picked her up... she woke me up when she arrived at the house. I was so thrilled to see her again. I missed her so much. My feeling got better when she arrived. Must be my excitement for her pasalubongs. Hahaha. She bought me lots of clothes there :) She also bought me a new wallet from MNG plus a Roxy bag and T-shirt. I'm so happy with all of it! :) Then we looked at her photos and I think she really enjoyed her stay there. :) She told me that she also needs to self-quarantine because she went out of the country. I think Macau also has suspected cases of h1n1. :P

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Touch My Hand

LSS mode. Hahaha. This song keeps playing on my mind from the moment I wake up until now. I would actually use this song on my debut. :) Its Touch My Hand by David Archuleta. :) It's very relaxing to hear. I'd like to share with you some parts of the song...

Saw you from the distance,
Saw you from the stage,
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face,
In a sea of people,
There was only you,
I never knew what this song was about,
But suddenly now I do,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights,
I wonder why all the the stars,
But the one that's shining out so bright,
Is the one right where you are,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,


Wednesday, June 3, 2009

I am so back!

Finally! I'm back! I'm feeling better now. :) I'm taking it one day at time to get my strength back. I still feel weak everytime I walk. My fever is gone, but my cough and flu is still there. But I'm proud to say that I'm h1n1 FREE. =) So my friends don't need to worry about me when I get to see them this week. :) My dad told to me to quarantine myself for a week because I might spread the virus. Hahaha. But no one can stop me, I just really need to get out of our house. I'm really getting bored there. :( I miss my friends, I miss everyone outside. :)

We're back on track for the preparations for my debut. We finally found someone who could design the place. :) The concept and the price is pretty good, so I think we might get it already. :) Yay! It's getting more exciting each day!! :)

I couldn't think of anything else to say... thats all for now... :)

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

SICK =(


I'm sick =( I have cough, fever and flu. Things aren't happening the way i thought they would. I don't have any new upates for my debut. My brother is out of town so we have no plans this weekend. Our classes were suspended until the 14th. So I have one week to stay at home and get some rest. Hopefully, I get to finalize already my guest list by next week. :)

We finally found a photographer and videographer for my debut. I don't know the full details about it because I havent talked yet to my brother. I just checked it online and the photos and videos were so great. I think I'll be having my pre-debut shoot by July. Gaah, I'm so excited about it! :)

I hope everything will fall into its right place this time. The past few months had been pretty hard for me. It came to a point where I thought this debut wouldn't happen anymore. I know its my fault. I can't say here what really happened. But upto now, I still don't regret the actions that I've done that time.

I'm happy again now... I hope it'll stay this way. :)

Monday, June 1, 2009

ONE MONTH =)

Save the date! 76 days to go! =)

My brother picked me up at school this afternoon after his appointment at WINK. He went there for the layout of my invites. And he's pressuring me again to finalize my guest list. He already gave me deadline. I have to finalize at the end of the week. Gaaah. So there, went to Veejay Floresca afterwards and we've finally decided on the color of my gown. It's fuchsia pink :) He showed me some color swatches and its the only shade of pink that is available for the material that he will use for my gown. I think that it also suits my skin tone. :P And I would like to request all my guests for my debut not to wear pink on that night. I hope they'll understand me :)

I thought he would get my measurments today but he re-scheduled it again next month. Maybe he had the feeling that I was really trying my very best to lose weight =)) He told me that if he get my measurements today, and i'm still planning to lose weight... it would be better if he get it next month. Well at least, during my fitting, there would be only minimal adjustments =)) I have ONE MONTH to lose weight. :)) Oh help me. I really need to do it. I promised myself that from now on I would practice after six. No more meals from 7pm until breakfast next day. :) Goodluck to me!

I'm so happy because Veejay gave me his original sketch of my gown. I would like to have it as a souvenir. :) I also asked him some suggestions on the color of my shoes for the gown and the head dress that I could use. :) He also referred a make-up artist to us. :) He has been so nice to us from the very start. He is very bubbly :) I really like him! hahaha :))

As much I would like to share some photos here, I don't have any yet. I promise to share as soon as I have one. :)